confusedheart(:

2008-10-21T14:22:00.002+08:00

heyo, tomorrow; tomorrow !
okay, what am i excited about ?

you say that "Im better than you-EVERYTHING"
YES, it is.
let me see, what is the everything?
ENGLISH, STUDIES, FLIRTING, TALKING BACK, BACKSTABBING, ARROGANT.
so this is what you're great at, i see.
i can't never be great at all those,
i will never boast that "im better than you-EVERYTHING"
it's such a arrogant thing to say.
omg, you actually say that.
being friend with you - SUCKS !
i think i shouldn't even say those things to you.
i thought you wouldn't be the same, but you're WORST !
things is alr over, yet you still take it out and say.
PATHETIC !
IHY ! you really broke my heart, I ADMIT !
YOU WIN (:
i wish that you and J can last long and hopefully he don't betray you :D

friendships are fragile D:

2008-10-18T14:58:00.005+08:00

HELLO :X
it's like everyone is promoting yet im retaining.
why is this so ?
is this called UNFAIR ?
i guess not, is my own fault right ?

i alr no longer know what are you posting,
your word also have another meaning in it,
yes, i did apologise and blah,
but still, i do all that and say those things not because i still miss you as a friend or what.
but because of my heavenly daddy, i don't know if your post is meant for me.
but you're like showing me, that it is me.
i had enough, please !
don't think that you're like so important in my life,
because you're NOT !
i've my BFF, lesbo, 50cent, best friend and many others,
i let it go, because my daddy tell me to forgive and forget,
not because i think that it's my fault.

friendship is fragile yeahs ?
one moment we can so close.
yet another moment, we're saying bad about that person behind his/her back.
this world is full of __.
.___. i really don't know lahs !
i rather be alone like the past with my BUDDIES !

BUDDY, all the best for your trip to Cambodia,
i know everything alr, don't be too upset alright ?
i know you may not read my blog.
but still, i want to tell you, i will be there for you (:
i know it's disappointing that you actually _.
yet he promoted, but stay strong okay ??
JIAYOU !

you can go and flirt with any other guys !
but please, NOT ANY OF MY BUDDIES !
you can go and cheat any guys but not my BUDDIES !
MY BUDDIES ARE MY LIFE !
GET THIS CLEAR AND RIGHT !
touch them and i will give you hell !
you once cheated one of my buddy, it's great that i sort of helped you instead of him.
BUT I WILL NOT LET WHAT HAPPENED, HAPPEN AGAIN !
GET OUT OF THEIR LIFE,
KNOW MY BUDDY FOR HOW LONG ONLY ?
BE HIS SISTER, PLEASE ! DON'T MAKE ME YUCKS !
GO FLIRT WITH OTHER GUY NOT MY BUDDIES !

[u]TAGS REPLIED :[/u]
shuyii: HELLO :D okayokay lurhs, sure, i will tag you :D you too take good care yeahs ?!
SERENE❤:HELLO :D really ? then you will be my girlfriend from now on then :D
KOLYN: but better than f&n lurh, it's like the most slack one :D i will try to think positively. you too ah :D JIAYOU :D

2008-10-17T13:06:00.002+08:00

heard some ultra bad news yesterday.
but for now, i will not say about it until 22oct.
thanks people for being there for me when i know about the news.
but now, i know is that if i was unable to promote.
i will rush to the principal's office and beg her until i die.
hais, i don't want i really don't want.

okay, im not going to think negatively because,
i hope that Mr Sulaiman can help me in persuading principal D:
awww, i feeel like killing myself,
can i? can i?

arghs, why some people who did worst than me?
can pass ? because they're from art ?
walao D: okay, i know not mr sulaiman bias.
but because they're in art, mr sulaiman can help.
lalala, okay. whatsoever.

if i really really retain, i will changed to d&t,
i will never want to take f&n again.
it sucks like hell can ?!
okayokay, i will stop posting right now.
not in the mood D:

2008-10-15T14:12:00.002+08:00

im losing confident in myself,
friendship and everything i have now D:
you're my former best friend.
my friend now, whom we seldom talk to.
how great it can be. i can't explain.

where is my love, baby ?

2008-10-14T03:34:00.004+08:00

okay, i got back the remaining results, here is the conclusion D:
it's not very well done. but hopefully, teachers and mid-year can pull it up.
english - P1, secretive. P2, 56/80. should be a PASS.
maths - P1, 35/80. P2, 16/60. total, 35/100. FAIL.
chinese - all forgot and not sure, but just a border line PASS.
combined science - Biology, 30.5/50. Physics, 14/50. total, 44.5/100. FAIL.
combined humanities - Social Studies, 20/50. Geography, 11-15/50. total, 31-35/50. FAIL.
F&N - theorie, 6/40. coursework, 0/60. total, 6/100. FAIL.
so i only have 2 pass, but hope that my mid year can pull it up,
and i can promote to sec 4 (:
okay, i shall end posting about results.

yesterday went back to church, officially back.
and i promised, i will not leave again.
friend, remembered our promise (:
went for prayer, LTS, service and blahblahblah.
it's indeed great.
after church, rushed to work.
was a tiring day indeed.
but i have FUN (:

okay, then today.
went school, got back rest of the results.
not much of disappointment as i've expected all this.
but my bio grades dropped D:
i was actually hoping for a better grades.
if i was to get what ka khay got, i passed my C.S alr.
but then, it was too bad.
nehmind, im still quite sastisfied that i didn't fail my bio since i took up this subject.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
k lahs, i got nothing to post le.

oh yahs, ANYONE INTERESTED IN YOUTH CAMP ?!
contact me okay ? i really prayed that my friends will join me (:
okay, sayonara !

TAGS REPLIED:
tingfang: yeah, let's believe in DADDY (:
KOLYN: yups, indeed is rare to see you tag, so do tag more and come more often :D
SERENE❤: thanks thanks for tagging, you love me? want be my girlfriend? okay, CRAP ! ILY.

IM YOURS FOREVER (:

2008-10-10T13:53:00.003+08:00

in a DOWNDOWNDOWN mood.
i doubt this is the first time results are affecting my mood.
indeed my sixth-sense is RIGHT.
im gonna retain D:

with those rotten apple results,
think im sastisfied ?!
indeed, if im not wrong, i got top 5 for english paper 2.
so what ?! im not sastisfied, 56/80?
should i celebrate ? NO PLEASE.
i got at least a 58 last year, i planned to score higher, better.
passing english, 2 other subjects can promote to sec 4.
which 2 ?
chinese ? i think just a border line pass.
maths ? NONO, just got 35/80[P1], 16/60[P2] = 35/100[TOTAL]{FAILED}
combined humanities (geo&socialstudies) ? dont know yet[geo], 20/50[ss]{FAILED}
and i got no confidence in geo, so guess this is not one of the 2 subjects.
combined science (bio&physics) ? both don't know yet.
but no confidence that this is one of the 2s too, cause physics sure FAILED D:
F&N ? a sure FAIL ! 60% coursework, never hand in. how to pass ?!
unless mdm zurina help me, which is unlikely to happened D:

seeing this kind of results, make me very *$^@*(^ alr.
then this bunch of PRIMARY MBS students.
how old are them ?! scolding people BITCH ?!
i will see how they survive in sec sch with this kind of attitude.
im not really angry, flaring with them.
just that, why make such a fuss out of small things ?
and aiya, i shan't say anymore.

having this kind of results, i blame no one but myself.
because of bgr problems, my results dropped.
and during mid-year, i do like shit.
then after that, everything ended.
i didn't work hard enough for my studies.
still dilly-dally around.
playing a fool.
now, im like a fool getting rotten results like this.
MARVELLOUS for ME !
im disappointed, frustrated, angry with myself.
i believe if i work harder, earlier.
i wouldn't have to worry so much.
and i wouldn't be holding on to this kind of rotten results.
but something better than this.
blame myself and no one.

okay, shan't say much.
shall end here.

do you even know im still missing you, thinking of you all this while ?
do you even know im still loving you like mad fires ?
yes, i never cry anymore but in my heart, sometime, it just hurt.
i miss you, baby.
6 years, i promise i will wait.
people don't believe i can do it, i will prove !
i trust that you won't do anything that you shouldn't do.
im always wondering, do you still love me ?

studies ?!

2008-10-09T15:11:00.002+08:00

HELLO people (:
exams are over !
no more stress alr, but im afraid.
afraid of my results, afraid of retaining.
out of 9 years of studies, i've never retain.
i wouldn't want to retain and endure another year of stress and pressure.
especially with a bunch of strangers D:
hahs, just a feelings telling me that i will retain bec,
out of my 9 years of studies, i never fail chinese.
yet this year i failed D:
okay, let's stop this topic.

woohoo, watched "PAINTED SKIN" for the second time.
out of 5 stars, i would rate it 5 alrights ?
its really a nice, touching show.
i doubt there is any guys out there like the one in the movie.
err, alright, i would encourage people to go watch this particular show.
because it's really nice (:

alright, im going for cell group later on.
hahs, after such a long time.
finally im going for a proper praise and worship (:
i do miss those time.
i prayed that i will not retain yeahs ?

okayokay, i've nothing much to post alr.
at least i managed to make this quite a long post ?
sayonana, sayonehneh, sayobyebye, sayo-------, sayo------- !
okay. the last 2 only i, myself know.
come ask me personally, i might tell you (:

TAG REPLIED:
Щ™: hahs, i never say you never tag lurh, hahaas.
SERENE❤: thanks thanks (:
!Akiko: aiyahs, on post cannot use sayonana, later people think i dumbdumb D: but i don't care, that's my line yeahs ? yupsyups, BELL FOREVER (:
Lisaaa: who says so ? you pass more subjects than me lurh.
!Akiko: hahs, come join me lahs one day, nice song rights ?!

i still don't understand D:

2008-10-04T22:47:00.006+08:00

HELLO people.

saw that cat? it's BELL !

isn't she cute ?

haha

but she got to leave my place by thursday or friday.

hais, im gonna find her a good owner man D;

but everyone heard the word "eye infection"

all don't want liao. sians, wth sia

okay, monday maths paper 2.

mrs chua say paper 2 is apply which means it's harder.

omg, i don't have my sec 1 and 2 textbook, which mean i've clearly forgotten everything D:

oh shrug. i can't possibly borrow from anyone, they are having exams now too !

arghs, kill me man !

hais. let's not talk about maths.

this time round, please let me pass my chinese !

i've been failing since the beginning of this year.

what in the hell is happening to my chinese.

it had deproved so much.

arghs, okay.

if im to failed my chinese overall,

there goes my promoting to sec 4.

im depending on my chinese to go up to sec 4.

DADDY, im leaving my results to you.

i've done my very best D:

okay, stop talking about studies.

im currently feeling very bored.

oh yeah, changed my blogsong.

i like this song a lot !

and LESBO, don't have to thank me.

because i was once blindfolded too.

since i've opened up, i must make sure you opened up too (:

great that you actually listen to what i say.

don't force yourself to do something you don't wish to do.

let nature take its course.

one day, when you really let go of this likeness,

you will naturally forget about him.

no point forcing yourself, it won't make you happy.

so CHEER UP too, don't think too much (:

andand, 50CENT, stay strong okay ?!

im always here for you (:

i can understand your feeling because i've gone thru this before.

don't think too much okay ?!

let the past be the past.

don't think about it anymore.

he don't treasure you, is his lost not yours.

so CHEER UP ! iloveyou

okay, relationship are complicated ?

nahnah, i don't think so.

but neither do i find it simple (:

okay, let's not talk about this, it's giving me headache.

im single so such thing shouldn't bothered me (:

okay, im bored now.

but i shan't post anymore.

it's a grandmother story alr.

so sayonara !

TAG REPLIED :

Щ™: err, cause you just wrote like, tags and blahblah, so short D:

wynne: thanks for tagging (:

past memories sucks !

2008-10-03T11:50:00.004+08:00

HELLO people (:

back again.

okay, another spongebob photos.

it's not er xin okay ?!

it's CUTE !

today got biology paper.

was alright is all i can say.

don't think that i will fail that paper.

but neither do i have confident i will pass it.

so i shouldn't say much about it.

3 MORE PAPERS to go.

i mustn't fall sick no matter what.

haaaaaas :D

okay, bell is cute okay ?
i will post her photo up soon (:

okay, anyone want to adopt her ?

CALL ME (:

we're looking for responsible owner to take care of it.

she must be given her medicine on time.

tell you first, she got eye infection D:

which is quite bad, so please only adopt her from us,

if you've the time in the morning and night.

to give bell, her medicine on time.

okay, remember people. to help me ask around too.

okay, i've been thinking about a lot of past memories.

friendship, bgr and blahblahblah.

i really feel like crying.

i think i really need God.

yes, i need my daddy.

yes, i need my healer.

yes, He's my shepherd.

yes, He's my confinder.

yes, He's wonderful, greatful.

yes, He's irreplaceable.

AND, i love HIM (:

okay, i got to go for now.

BYE; SAYONARA; 再见 !

TAG REPLIED :

KOLYN: HELLO ! thanks for tagging (:
QuAn: HELLO ! im not a art student (: im a f&n student so im also slacking at home (:
tingfang: nono, it's not er xin. it's called CUTE !

EXAMS ARE KILLING ME :X

2008-10-01T23:42:00.004+08:00

HELLO people,

okay.

it's like 2 days break for me (:

brinks, im back to posting.

anyone miss me ?

okay, talking cock.

english 1 was not very well done, i find that it's out of point.
english 2 is also the same, not very well done.
maths 1 was alright.
chinese 1 okay lahs.
social studies, SEQ rocks, SBQ sucks (:
geography, sucks like hell.
physics, suck cock one (:
that's all.

okay, it's over means it's over.
i won't go mend this friendship again.
my heart had alr turns numb towards you.
yes, indeed im sad losing you.
but over means over.

okay, tml no paper, HOORAY !
because it's art paper.
so i can rest again.
shiok ah.
but morning going for breakfast with ma ke shi .
sian.
nehmind, when i reach home.
confirm sleep till evening wake up and study for biology.
then night sleep.
LOLS.
nonsense.
okayokay.
BYEBYE !
SAYONARA PEOPLE !

TAGS REPLIED :

SERENE❤: haaas. yeah, baptism rocks. december !

angelia: it's with you liao, happy right ?!

!AKIKO: haaas, LOLS. what should i say ? i don't like S, A is nicer (:

+YUKO: SPAMMER, thanks for tagging ! ILY <3333333

!AKIKO: i know you're bored, don't need tell me so many times.

!AKIKO: ohh ? secret ? haaas, i tell you mine, ILA (: we're lamer but we walk !

+YUKO: spam again ?! sian D: sobbs. i tell mama ! lame D:

W™ BFF™: very nice tag ah ? TAG MORE, but don't SPAM ! (:

EOY are killing my brain cell now.

2008-09-22T16:16:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !
(i won't be posting until EOY[end of year] EXAMS are OVER !)

okay, i missed school for THREE days !
isn't that great ?! and exams is this coming thursday,
what a smart girl i am.
oh craps !
im going to mug for exams now !
im going to bring home all my books tml and study like mad.
anyone willing to teach/study with me ?!

okay, let's not talk about studies for now.
im rather bored alone at home now.
i want to go out !
but nono, i don't want to waste money,
im in debts and im in need of money.
oh nonsense.
okay, im going off now.
BYE.
see you after EOY (:
friends, study hard for eoy okay ?!

TAGS REPLIED:
+YUKO: LOLS, give me a longer tag please (: and tag more. muahahahaha <333>
!AKIKO: i miss you a lot too ! finally saw you yesterday(: J, R and S ah. LOLS. flower blooming liao.
SERENE❤: oh, haas, you will see me during tingfang's baptism (:

STUDIES IS KILLING MY BRAIN CELL !

2008-09-20T20:15:00.004+08:00

today went out to study,
haaas. GEOG !
i think i really give it up.
went to white tangerine to study with ea#o1.

finally i saw my colleague,
haaas. Lambang is super shock can?
haaas, why sia?
kadir still okayokay.
i miss work.
but because of exams.
i've to miss my colleague, work and fun with them
PLUS, unhappiness with my manager.
blahs.

okay, change topic.
today was not really very fun.
it's the first time,
im so unsocial can?
only speak to ea#o1 members who know me,
except for one, whom i didn't spoke to.
i miss her too,
i miss sharing with her.
but hais, i think i've disappointed her too much.
im nothing but someone who only know how to disappoint people.
lalala.

okay lahs, nothing much to post.
so BYE ~!
DO TAG ME OKAY !

2008-09-19T21:35:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO !
i still prefer replying tags in post,
so all your tags will be replied in post (:
haaaas, don't worry !

woohoo, i finished reading the book sweat neighbour alr.
it's actually a xiao shuo (:
it's nice, sweet and romantic !
haaaas, how i wish i've a boyfriend like the one in the book.
okay, im dreaming.

whatever.
okay lahs.
i got nothing much to post already.
so BYE !

TAGS REPLIED :
tingfang: haaaas, thanks for tagging, and being the first !
W: haas, thanks thanks !
angelia: you want prize? have, a kiss, muackkkkk !
SERENE: haaaas, thanks for tagging and i miss you too !

2008-09-18T13:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 5th MONTH BABE !

haaaaas.
at first, i thought.
aiya, a few months later sure over le.
but now, 5 month alr.
and it's still counting alright?
although we've drifted apart quite a lot.
but still, ILY ! <33333

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

lesbo, ah dear and me
all no go school today.
haaas, teacher sure think we play truant together,
but we did not okay?
we didn't even discuss it at first.
haaas.

okay, my tagboard is UP once again (:
do tag with brains.
and spamming will make you look like an childish brainless idiot.
tagging w/o your name will make you look like a coward ass.
so tag with brains, don't spam, and tag with name (:
thanks ! :D

okay, im going off le.
BYE !

2008-09-16T23:12:00.003+08:00

*brinks*
thanks yunyi for those words ah !
haaaaas, although she's someone who i know online.
but she's a CHRISTIAN!
and she really spoke a lot to me lahs.
she's now my FRIEND(:
haaaaaas.

God is so great that He can even send someone who idk to speak to me(:
haaaaaas,
okay.

thanks CHINTINGFANG for the beads (:
it's lovely and sweet awwwww,
it's PURPLE in colour too.
she's so sweeet ahs.

and i finally got my purple fbt (:

*brinks*

philippians 4:13
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.

2008-09-15T09:46:00.003+08:00

haas, finally the dancing part is over (:
so stressed dancing on stage,
arghs, shagggg.

today is 150908.
which means im left with 10 days to exams.
STRESSED !
haaas.

hohoho, i got stung by something.
i think should be a bee.
wonder if i'll die.
my fingers is aching like hell.
ouchhhh.
haaaas, how i wish it was a poisonous bee.
which will causes death to me.
heeees.

okay, im seriously bored now,
in lab, using com.
lied to teacher saying, i didn't bring my work.
but actually it's saved in my work space.
okay, i gotta go.

because im going to my lalaland.
hees, exams is coming yet im dilly dally around here.
but f&n is like nothing to me,
i can't be bothered because it's coursework now.
arghs, shaggg.

BYE !

some people are like this,
when they're with another person
they say how much they hate this person,
even if that person is their cousin.
haaas. but when they broke up with another friend.
they went to find their cousin.
get so darn f close to their cousin,
yet the cousin know nothing about their cousin,
hais, go ahead and say anything about this friend.
because this friend has already give up on you this friend.
say you will change that time,
in the end, change what?
haaaas, all lies.
having you or not now to me.
is haaaas, okay de.
omg, what a hypocrite man.
please, watch your mouth.
i know i don't have to rights to say all this,
but it's just my opinion.
i know it's too much, sorry.

2008-09-13T15:34:00.003+08:00

hahs, what a great job mans.
throwing me out of her blog.
since that's the case,
WE'RE OVER bahs.
i don't mind losing you too.
because you're not as great as i thought you are.
when you want to blurt something out,
think first.
you may hurt someone without knowing it yourself.
hahs, even if you lose all your friends one day,
im seriously not surprised.
HAAS.

yesterday night was tonning with ahdear and lesbo.
we chatted a lot yeahs?
had great fun with you lahs.
iloveyou (:
muahahaa.

ahdear, i know it's not easy to quit smoking.
but try your best okay?
as long as you tried your best,
we'll understand (:
i will be there for you when you need me,
as long as i can help, i will help.
JIAYOU !

lesbo ahs, keep sneezing ah?
erhem miss you too much liao lahs.
hahas, don't be discouraged okay?
one day, he will know that you're good.
i don't believe he never have feelings for you before.
ILOVEYOU just like YOULOVEME.
hahas :D
i will be there for you as and when you need me to be around,
hahas, TWINS !
lols.

you're out of my life, world and heart now and forever.
no matter what happened in the future will not be my problems.
don't come back and say sorry or what.
because i will never trust you,
never forgive you.
for what you've said and done !

my precious, now and forever.

2008-09-12T14:34:00.003+08:00

LEEAILING, my 50cent, you're important in my life.
i wouldn't know what would happened to me
without you in my life.
you're there for me to give me advice on this and that,
ILY lahs dey.

ALICERKOH, my lesbo, you're my confidante now.
you know from top to bottom what had happened.
giving me advice, iloveyou.
you've never left me at one corner suffering alone.
thanks, if you're to leave me one day,
i think i will die.

THAMKAKHAY, mummy ah mummy.
although you're not very close to me now,
we once hate each other.
but now we're still friends.
don't ever leave me okay?

POHHUILING, ah dear.
haas, ah dear. although we knew each other through conflicts, quarrels.
but now, we're ah dear.
and although you never knew what is going on in my life.
but still, you will be there to give me advice.
thanks ah dear.
ILY !

you 4, listen up.
if you ever dare to leave me, i will not let you off man.
you're precious to me.

宝贝，对不起。
我不是不爱你。
是，我受够了。
再见。

give up, totally give up now.

2008-09-12T14:18:00.002+08:00

haas, in the first place, i didn't even post a single thing about jealousy.
i always remember this sentence, "jealousy kills"
in fact, it really did kill yeahs?
because of jealousy, me and a are over.
because of jealousy, we might end soon.
because of jealousy, i and him are over now.
haas, what a great deal man.
VIVIENTAN, never ever let jealousy kill your friendship with,
ailing, alicer, ka khay, huiling.
you 4, are now my precious and forever mine.
i can't afford to lose you all.

so how would you have know?
see my previous post, where i wrote "we're drifting apart."
this is for you, my baober.
yes, he can changed.
in fact, yes, i admit.
i did neglected you, but that particular night,
when you called me, message me.
i was sleeping, so i didn't reply you.
hais, saying so much also no use le.

when i told you about me and him,
you would be like "wapiang, so childish, like that also want quarrel."
but when you told me about you and j,
i didn't mention a single thing like this.
in fact, im tired of giving people advice yet they don't heed.

i'll not quarrel in blog with you,
because people in church,
teach me this thing,
that's quarreling in blog, msn are childish act.
i will let this go.
maybe when both of us have calm down then we talk about.
i know you don't have friends in school,
who can give you the right advice.
but have you thought before,
why are your friends in school like this?
sometime, you're too straight forward.
and sometime, something that you mentioned hurted people's feeling.
yet you don't know it at all.
idk what to say le,
if you want to let go of this friendship,
i won't object or what.
but make sure, you think clearly before making any decision.

hais, i think it's still the best choice that i give you up.
even if we're to patchup, things wouldn't be the same as before.
both you and i wouldn't want to experience this anymore,
sorry for the msg that i sent.
i still prefer freedom,
im a girl who don't like to be controlled by guy,
especially someone younger.
sorry.

CHANGED (:

2008-09-12T01:51:00.003+08:00

okay, title tell everything yeahs?
i changed my blogskins, my blog songs.
and also, it's open to public again :D
muahaha.

i didn't post a single thing about what happened.
but you post it.
hais, i don't know if we're still going to be baober,
since he's your bro, someone important.
i won't say anything.
i ended with him, not because of you.
but because i don't wish to shed anymore tears for guys,
and i don't want my heart to bear thru pain.
i think he can take over my place as your best of friend.
or ANNA.
yes, i admit im childish.
but see, im happy.
i would rather be childish and happy.
then mature and frustrated with thing.
this world is always changing.
people changed.
you changed, i changed, he changed.
im over with him.
but i hope, we're not over yet.
but if we're to be over too.
i've nothing to say,
because i knew this will happened one day.
i shall tell you why i would get jealous,
once you told me, you don't like him,
he's petty, childish.
but then now, who is he?
your bro or something.
ermm? he asked me, did i lose trust on you.
okay, i admit, yes i did.
i lose trust on you since a long time ago.
in fact, ever since that time you told him about why i was moody.
which was the wrong info.
im sorry to have lose trust on you,
i only have one word to tell you and that's SORRY.

yes, i love my school life.
muahahas,
today (110908) was a fun day lahs.
we're laughing like the whole day.
morning was like so darn tired.
physics was first lesson,
laughing at mr. lee lame jokes.
then was english,
fooling around with friends,
saying: "hey, your nose got shit"
they would be rubbing their nose,
but actually there is nothing.
one outstanding one,
didn't use hand but tissue and even say "thank you"
then was f&n. went to lab, use com.
recess, was laughing, joking with 50CENT, LESBO, MUMMY (:
then was biology.
was laughing because of some riddles and jokes.
then was maths,
that radio came in to relief mrs jasmine chua.
she was nagging and nagging.
but even though, we're still laughing.
then was chinese.
play some games regarding 公函。
got some laughing.
then was home sweet home.

today was just a funny day lahs.
50cent, remember to let what people and outsiders affected you okay?
CHEER !
lesbo, laugh more like me. muahahaha.
ah dear, takecare of yourself ahs.

*brinks*
it's getting late and it's time for me to sleep.

yes, i've broke your heart and hurt you once again.
but you too hurt me,
out of all my stead, still only the first one didn't hurt me.
im sorry, but i musn't let my heart go through pain again.
my last injury haven't recover fully yet,
i can't, i really can't.
forget about me and carry on with life.

2008-09-11T09:50:00.003+08:00

HELLO !
posting in school is such a cool stuffs (:
lalalala ~

okay, now in orange lab,
suppose to do my f&n coursework,
but because of unable to catchup,
due to my poor attendance (:
so now, i can't be bothered.
i will depend on my practical to pass for now.
next year, chiong coursework !
F&N sucks like hell,
but i need it to help me get 5 subjects to go up to sec 5 D:

okay, life hasn't be great D:
but im laughing everyday like mad.
im jealous, but didn't mean i suspect you 2 are together.
please, no other meaning please.
give me some time of my own.
and i will get to a conclusion after EOY ;D

this is the first time in my whole life,
im treating eoy so seriously.
diaodiao.
i've been sleeping at my deardear lesbo's house
for like the past 3 days.
*brinks*

that's cool.
haas, i gotta go off now,
because i've nothing to post about le.
school is such a FUN !

tatas ~

2008-09-05T19:41:00.002+08:00

HELLO (:
why ain't people tagging?
pathetic tagboard.
im gonna remove it soon (:

*brinks**brinks*
i love this word (:
BRINKS !

hahas :D
this word has no meaning, LOLS (:

im starting to feel that we're drifted apart.
LOLS.
why is this so leh?
hais, shall not talk about it :D

titi~titititi, a baby shark;
titi~titititi, a mama shark;
titi~titititi, a papa shark;
titi~titititi, a grandma shark;
titi~titititi, a grandpa shark;
titi~titititi, a shark attack;
titi~titititi, i lost my leg;
titi~titititi, another leg;
titi~titititi, i lost my arm;
titi~titititi, another arm;
titi~titititi, i lost my head;
TI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*what a lame*
i forgot, so might have some error.
LOLS :D

TATAS (:

2008-09-04T00:12:00.003+08:00

HEES !
im back again,
forget about my previous post,
just some nonsense (:

anyway, everything is cleared (:
and i still love my BFF (:
LOLS ~

muahahaha.
today didn't went to work again,
lied to my manager saying,
im having fever.
what a nonsense.
but im just too tired to work :D

in fact, im missing those times in church already.
when i went in angelia's friendster,
heard this song "At the cross".
i feel like crying,
but i know,
even if im to go back.
i'll leave again.
i miss EA#01.
i miss God's love.
i miss God's touch.
i will remember this sentence for life,
"even though you're standing at a corner, God sees you. "
hahas, why am i writing this?
forget it, i doubt i will return.
and people always tell me, i don't deserve HIM.
maybe i really don't deserve HIM.
BYE (:

life has its up and down,
how i wish,
i always experience UP,UP,UP !
blahs, whatever.
a fun day doing my present(:
muahahahaha *evil*
(:
TATAS (:

2008-09-02T17:10:00.003+08:00

/EDITED*

HELLO peepos (:
first of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PRECIOUS LESBO !
sorry for the late wishes.
but late is better than never yeahs,
thanks for being there when i need you.
you're important in my life.
don't ever leave me no matter what yeahs :D

2008-09-01T22:30:00.005+08:00

wooohooo, im back !
finally yeah,
my mugging for exams was not good wors D:
no discipline, study for one day, slack for 2 days.
wtf yeahs?
if this is going to continue, i sure failed for my eoy,
and i fell ill D:
someone save me please !
i think sooner or later, im going to have ear block D:

people ah people,
is no one came to my blog or lazy to tag sia?
i think i will remove my tagboard if still no more people tag me D:
PLEASE TAG ME !

woohooo, tml can see baober liao :DD
shiok, we're gonna to get some stuffs.
baober, our secrets lehh (:
HEES :D

okay lahs, i gotta go off le.
someone jio me out to mug for eoy please !
muahahahahaha :D

2008-08-30T18:34:00.002+08:00

HELLO peepos,
im back again :D
going to mug for my physics and maths later (:
FINALLY, i got my contact lense.
still not used to it,
sians D:

wear le still blur blur one D:
but somehow, it's abit blur then clear then blur.
hahs :D
im finished stressing with my teacher's day performance.
now im going to stressed up with my studies :D
but if it can help to bring me up to sec 4.
i won't mind and regret (:

AND, lastly.
ILOVEMYBFF !
BFF ah, please tag me more lehh :D

and im disappointed with my progress report marks.
i failed my chinese, maths, science, combined humanties D:
it's like wth !
i need to buck up liaos,
this might be my last post,
until, my eoy is over (:
miss me horrs !
BYE !

2008-08-28T14:00:00.003+08:00

HELLO peepos (:
im back to posting :D
i know it has been long since i post already.
sorry ;D
muahahahaha.
now im posting in school, yellow room :D
holidays is going to be a busy week for me :D
i doubt it will be fun.
will be chionging my studies, work and celebrations D:
lesbo & 50CENT PLUS KOLYNLIMYUZHEN !
let's work hard towards eoy examinations :D

and BFF:
please tag my blog when you enter ah :D
you're CAUGHT by me for not tagging :D
muahahaha :D
don't you dare bully me !

will be back to posting later :D
HEES !
SEE YA (:
love everyone of you (:

2008-08-23T21:01:00.006+08:00

HELLO people,
yes. i deleted all my previous post.
this will be a new start of my private blog life(:
you can go http://ironylove.livejournal.com too.
please don't ask me what happened out of this blog.
want ask anything, ask here.

enjoy everything here (:
do tag here.
now that i've only invited 8 peoples,
my views shouldn't jump as fast.
and i hope that you will tag me :D
don't be a silent readers please.

and i won't be posting as regular as before.
im going to spent more time on studies.
anyway, if you're good in MATHS, PHYSICS, SOCIAL STUDIES, GEOGRAPHY.
please please don't hesitate to contact me :D
i need to buckup on all this subjects before exams.
thanks :D

that's all.
BYE :D